Not Me

Sorry I am day late but I just can’t seem to motivate myself these days.  So anyway here goes…

I did not have to order my own birthday cake.

I did not have to cut my own cake.

I did not cry to my husband because I was able to eat a piece of my own cake and not just have to server it instead.

I did not ask to sleep in for my birthday.

I was not upset when Kohen woke up at 6:30 instead.

I did not beg Kevin to take me out for a Margarita.

I did not go to Ann Taylor Loft for new shirts.  I am a mom who sacrifices and only shops for her children.

I did not get giddy when I walked into Whole Foods on Monday.

I was not the least bit thankful that I got to go to work and leave Kev with a whining, crying, cranky Kohen.  

I did not lie to my daughter and tell her mushrooms are a type meat because Daddy was at work and I thought I could sneak a vegetarian dinner.

I have not been eating everything in sight

I don’t think this is because I gave up diet soda for Lent

I did not miss my favorite Sunday of all, Palm Sunday, because I was a poor planner and ended up babysitting.

I do not think God will understand that I was helping a friend and forgive me.